Shame on me, shame on my cow - wait, what was this about? Ah, right: I wanted to write my Thanael story again, I kinda promised it, but now I cannot keep it. Again. Sigh.
Get it to the point, girl!
The thing is, I thought I'd have time until july or august until the guy comes back to country in whose apartment I currently live. Now it turns out he's coming back next month, then I'll need to have a new place to stay. I'm quite freaked out right now, I'm in panic and I really need to focus on finding a new flat immediately. Gosh, how many times have I moved within the last 2 years? I'm so tired of it. So tired of nomading. I want a home, I finally want to have a home again.
Blah, blah, blah... what a sissy you are! Stop whining and start finding some guts!
I'm really trying. I'm on it. But it means that I have to defer all my projects again. A bunch (really big bunch!) of picture series I wanted to go on with, a collection of recipes I wanted to try and cook, books I wanted to read, my plan to have a first own take on a cosplay costume - all those are "things for later" again. It grieves me, but it has to be. The time when I have to move is exactly the time when my seminars at university start again, so I'll be entirely out of mind in a few weeks. I already am.
There was something more with the pictures, wasn't it?
Yes. I was wondering - just wondering - why no one asked a request by me. I offered them as prices in the challenges of doll-makers-domain.deviantart.… but so far, none of the winners has asked me for one. I mean, right now, it would not be timely anyway, but I'm asking out of pure interest, there is nothing mean about it. Is it just because no one cares for a picture request? Because, that would be alright with me, but then there would be no point in offering them. Or is it because the winner's didn't notice? Just write me, I'd really like to know.
Also, something that I noticed: Commentary culture here on Deviantart is kinda receding. I noticed that many people (including, but definitely not only me) have some pictures up that have dozens and dozens of favorites but only one or two comments or no comments at all. The thing is, favorites are nice and all, but they don't say much. Like a "thumb up", they are a well-meant praise, but a comment often means much more to the artist (again, I'm not talking about me here - what I'm doing I would not call arts at all!) So I encourage you to take a look at your favourites and give a few more comments. Artists like them. Tell them what they are doing really good, tell them what they still could improve. They grow due to fair critics, everyone does.
And now, let's get over to this weird challenge they call "life". Let's do this!
Yeah, let's do this! I'm going to find my mind again, find a new place again and get myself together. Greetings to all my acquaintances and friends out there and very please forgive me for defering again. I'm on it, I swear.
Head over heels right into the things! LEEEEROOOY JENKINS!
...sometimes, not even I get what's going on with my second thoughts.